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Originally Posted by wiretwister
People make new year resolutions
Can you think / look / plan for the entire year
for me it is more like the next weekday
weekends are a little better
but a whole year
never
Just wondering if I am in the majority or minority
not that I dont dream
I just dont believe in putting my head in the sand
Sorry if I sound like a downer
but I know it is unlikely that my meds will not change and my coping skills come and go just like the weather
Lately my physical aches and pains are increasing a lot
add emotional stuff at work and else where
plus the anger , and self esteam issues
just makes me feel this coming year wont be any better than this year
sorry , holidays are allows tough for me
I know I am early
but happy new years
Tigger
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I hate the idea of "planning", in case it all falls through and then I'm left feeling like I've failed.
sometimes even living day by day is too much for me and I have to live minit by minit. sometimes it's the best way.. because you're garanteed what you set out to do.
as for this year, well I don't hold much hope for it being a good year
for one I don't currently do anything with my life (or even know what I want too do)
for another I still don't have medication that works
and thirdly.. the last time I had a sort of deecent year I was 8
so over 20 years ago
for me it's a bit like groundhog day (or in this case groundhog year)
the only thing that changes
as far as it goes for me is the number of the year.