Oh, Soli I am so sorry. Did he give any explanation? Did he tell you at all how he feels about you? Like Miss Charlotte said, there is nothing stupid about this. You are brave as hell for taking the risk to ask him about his feelings. I know it feels horrible right now so it really doesn't matter is we all tell you that it's okay what you did-- it doesn't feel okay, and I know that. Please know that I am thinking of you and here if you need me.