I don't envy people. I envy religious figures like Mary for listening to God so well that she was choosen. I want to be choosen but I haven't listened to God. I believe He spoke to me about my son and my not listening resulted in his suicide. But really how do you get over envy? Especially when it's regarding a perfect human. I long to be perfect, but I rebel and haven't listened even to my intuition at times in my life. Which I believe is God's way of speaking to us. But one time I really heard His voice. Though I was hallucinating at the time.