oohhhhhhhhhhhhh i feel so sick..........
why do i keep sabotaging myself this way?!?!!?
I ate all that chocolate and i KNOW the consequences and i do it anyway.
my aching head
my pulse beating out of my body
my stomach churning....

how can i HATE myself this much!!!!??? What other reason would i do this to myself>! Why can't i remember THIS FEELING before i buy the *poison* and feed it tomyself?!