Hi Wendy & Peanut,

That's is really a vivid portrait of me. A big weakness of me is always dreaming everything to be perfect. Sometimes I get trapped because of it. It's hard to realize that everything has flaws, and myself too, I have the most flaws... Only God can deal with me (LOL)... Truthfully, I have never thought about this through until Wendy's post. I mean I did thought about it, but it's like the hell with it... then I just dropped it. Thanks, Wendy.. Your words enlightened me in a good way on this issue... I used to be very anxious when things were not going well, I felt miserable when I had to push around... But you know what, more and more I see things just have their own ways to work themselves out, if we keep our expectations at a resonable level, the final outcomes always give us more good surprises than disappointments.. When I don't expect more than it seems possible, I feel whatever good I get finally is some extra blessings.... How wonderful our Lord is....

Amen..

Best,
Toni

[i] What our mind can conceive and believe, it will achieve.