I couldn't sleep last night. I was having all these negative thoughts on how no one acknowledges my existence. On how reaching out to everyone was another opportunity for disappointment by treating me as worthless. I feel because I don't have much to offer at this point in my life, people just don't bother with me, especially when I am asking for help. When I say help, I mean something like connections for work. I really struggle to find a job, and my applications don't even get acknowledged. If my situation continues like this, I will probably end up in the streets in a couple of months as I have no where else to go. All my family and friends don't care about me. I don't know what to do. I am very anxious and depressed.