I want to find a job to be independent. Without a job I cannot do anything. I went to live with my parents for while, and it was humiliating. They tried to control my life because I wasn't working. When I was working, I purchased presents to them, and invited them to restaurants. I felt independent and more confident. But the last time, I felt like I was a burden to everyone. Let alone the people who kept investigating why I was not working. I couldn't go out to avoid people's questions. I didn't know what to answer. I felt ashamed to be in that position, and allowed people to look at me like that.