I’ve had my past. My boyfriend understands and also has his own fetishes which is probably why we get along so well sexually. I love feeling like I have no choice or like.. just being a sexual object to use any time (even in something extreme like the middle of Walmart). I want to dress like a slut and learn how to wear heels and wear makeup. I don’t really have any shame or pride. I want to be dressed up and paraded around but I don’t know why. Like extremes of short skirts with no underwear and doing sexual things when I know people can see.