This week is a milestone that i'm praying goes well. I've been fairly stable( if you can call it that)for a few months now and so when my wife asked if she could to fly out (out of the country) to visit her 94 year old grandmother, with my 10 year old daughter, i felt confident enough to say sure go for it.
That was three weeks ago and since then i was in the hospital last weekend( non-mental issue) and still getting back on my feet (literally).
But we had paid for the tickets and so I said i would be fine still go.
I dropped them off this morning at the airport.
They'll be gone till Saturday.
I felt fine at the airport and saying good bys, but i'm struggling a bit now.
I've never been away from them overnight
Now im the only one home except for the dog for what i think will be the longest 5 days of my life.
I will be spending more time than usual on the forum this week so forgive me if i blabber, vent, chat, or breakdown more than regularly this week