Please tell me I am not the only that sometime the small send me over the edge?

There have been a lot of reminders of T the last few weeks and I have missed her dearly, sometimes to the point that it literally takes my breath away. I think I have done pretty well at reframing and thinking of the positives of our relationship. With Emdr T being on vacation it has not been easy but I have been doing okayish.

This evening I got home from work. My husband gave me two Chistmas cards that came back undeliverable. One to my uncle the other to Emdr T. I sent it to the address on her psychology today page. She is at the corner of two streets. Apparently the address on psychology today is the GPS address address. I lost it I realized it is indicative how little I know her.

I knew this very basic information about T. Hubby said I should bring it to my next appointment and hand it to her at the very end of my appointment. I could do that with T but not comfortable enough with Emdr.....it seems like a small thing but it is a big deal to me. I often feel bad for Emdf T bacause I compare her fo T. She doesnt stand a chance with all the work and time I did with T. So telling her seems impossible.

One saving grace is hubby and I had an amazing gathering for friends and family for new years, with lots of food and alcohol.