kiya... hurray for finishing your classes

silversparrow... i don't know if it's the same for you, but for me sometimes it's after the fighting starts to dissipate... that i si... i know that sounds off... that's when i should start to be ok... part of it for me is that i grew up in a raging alcoholic home... and part of the cycle was drink... rage... abuse lyn ... so i guess i just kind of repeat the pattern in my life... another part of it for me is the tension i feel after... you know like... is it really over... how long till the next explosion? be gentle with yourself... this is a really hard pattern to break... lyn