You are coming at this all wrong. If you are empty like me, then you won’t feel compassion unless you are showered with it, and to get to that point (if at all) you have to curtail your antisocial lashing out. You(we) have to solicit compassion by first handing it out in droves, and telling people what you know they are looking to hear, not what we think they need to hear. I shouldn’t be this honest in public but, whatever. What you are expressing here in this post is your own emptiness, and the seething hatred toward neurotypical people for the rich emotional life they live. A hatred and simultaneous jealousy for that which you are incapable of experiencing. Ever. It’s a physical impossibility. (If you are truly empty like myself) If I am wrong here, then I apologize profusely for my gross misinterpretation. What we can experience is cognitive compassion and cognitive understanding of emotion to such a degree that we can “feel” it. This process is a give and take and requires understanding of what others are going through and a control of our natural thought process/reactions to perceived slights. You want to talk more with someone who understands, hit me up. Otherwise, good luck.