I feel inadequate and not up to the task of taking care of two unwell people (more unwell than usual)...one who needs to be IP badly and one who can not even sit up to eat or drink or make it to the bathroom. I’ve discussed this at length with my sister and I am going to work this week on getting my brother to go IP and look into my mother going to a rehabilitation center where they would be better able to care for her. I can’t risk pneumonia and she is not doing her breathing exercises as prescribed.

Not easy decisions and lots of guilt and berating of self involved.

We made it through the holiday season gang! Here’s to hoping 2019 is going to be amazing.