Hi guys great night last night. I ended up not overdoing the drinking instead having one and half and then switching to Welch's sparkling mocktails and sparkling grape; I still don't know how alcohol affects me so I didn't want to overdo it at all; I had one glass of champagne and half of a margarita and called it good for the night; I stopped drinking at 10 and most everyone left at 4am and I really didn't get to sleep much before 5am. My feet really aren't happy about being heels for that long and I'm kind a sore from all that dancing. I'm also not used to partying; I'm used to work, gym, and studying, and the occasional movie on the weekends. That really wasn't my element at all.

Ironically I was okay with the Buspar I took before M got to R's house; no anxiety; no weird thoughts of man this place is crowded. I was fine even with taking my Seroquel so late; granted I did sleep in until 1pm; Then again it was morning when I got to bed.

My company also distributed out their Christmas Presents to us and it was a really nice Fleece zip up with the Companies logo on one side and then our name and title on the other side; now instead of putting my actual job description my boss decided that my title was Associate Practice Manager instead of Referrals. Her words of you are my equal echoed in my head when I read my title.

Midnight's kiss was spectacular and my roommate grabbed my phone and got a picture of it; I have tons of pictures of last night; it was really nice to let loose and just enjoy a night without having to worry about my job; health; parental drama. It was just a great night.

Also the do like awards and such and I got an award of service or something due to my wonderful poaching skills; the main CEO congratulated my work. I though I was drunk or something. Wasn't expecting that at all; considering I just joined this company in late October; but apparently I make a noticeable difference or something. My boss hugged me tightly as she handed me the pin which will be going on my badge and a certificate which will be hung in my office tomorrow. It feels so different here compared to everywhere else I have worked. They actually value their employees.

M also got Primary Care Provider of the year out of all the Primary Care Providers; I felt like a very proud person watching him get the award. I might have kissed him long before midnight for that accomplishment, since that is patient based not coworker based; granted R said they did ask for colleague recommendation.

Saw my Cardiologist who complemented how nice I looked; I got to meet his girlfriend who is equally as lovely as him. She was really nice and we talked for a little bit. I'm feeling okay Cardiac wise so maybe the 50mg is doing something because I honestly didn't feel fatigued; but rather the Energizer bunnies twin. I didn't notice anything heart wise last night; and with how little I drank no depression which was another concern of mine.

Hugs to everyone and I hope everyone has a spectacular year!!