There are reminders of T everywhere. And like stated here sometimes I think of her and sad that she is gone. But I can refocus on the good times.

The WORST right now is a stupid commercial. I dont know which company it is for but the OS a lady who was carrying laundry downstairs and fell. She is hollering for help. For those that dont know T qas sleep walking and fell down her basement stairs she does a few days later from the severe brain injuries. At her memorial service I was talking to her partner. He was a wreck and gave me some pretty horrific CS details of the accident. When the commercial comes on I immediately think of T and wondering if she was aware of what happened or was able to call for help. I also get visuals that are really graphic.