I hope 2019 is a great year for all of us!

I didn't stay up for the fireworks. I'm very tired lately. I've only exercised yesterday & today, though I may have overdone it today. Think that weird strep I had with more flu-like than strep symptoms might have me taking a week, week & a half to get completely well. Not to mention, I will be glad when I am done with the antibiotic.

ED thoughts have me feeling guilty over not dieting and not losing weight. I exercise a ton, eat generally normally - with the exception of breakfast, don't know why, I often skip it, and I don't think I possibly eat enough calories to sustain my weight. I don't binge eat at all and suspect Seroquel is keeping me weight stable or it's a set point weight. Makes me want to stop Seroquel cold turkey and see what happens, which would no doubt be mania, but I get those thoughts of just tossing all the meds but the Adderall & Wellbutrin & keep some Klonopin around. I'd do it, except I have a family & responsibilities. Most especially I need to be careful not to pass this screwed-up disease to my daughter. I felt so guilty over having around 2 servings of Wheat Thins as a snack late morning when I hadn't had breakfast, what kind of messed up thinking is this anyway?!