I don't like the winter. I am very isolated, but in the winter I barely go out, which is very depressing. In the summer at least I would go for a walk in the park or around the neighborhood. I would ride my bike and see people (without talking to anyone) and nature. These days, I spend my days doing nothing at my apartment. No talking to anyone because I don't have friends and family is abroad. No working because I don't have a job. No going out because it's winter and it's very cold and slippery outside. I cannot read a book because I am too depressed to focus. I walk only few steps a day inside my apartment, otherwise I spend the day either sleeping or sitting. I try to kill time on YouTube and Netflix, but I still feel extremely bored. I may order some PC video games to distract myself, but my computer is not powerful for the good games. I don't know what to do. Sometimes I think I put myself in this isolation, others I think I was forced into it. I don't know, but I am losing my mind.