So, I saw my Pdoc this morning. He assured me that certain difficulties I am currently experiencing are NOT the beginning of dementia. I'm not sure I believe him, but at least I might be a bit less anxious about the difficulties.

It's been almost 2 months that my T has been on medical leave. I can't remember (one of the difficulties!) if I've already said this (maybe I just wrote it in my journal?) but on her outgoing voicemail, T now says that she will do very short, brief, telephone check-ins with current clients who want one. I am not doing that, and I told this to my Pdoc, because I will always want "more" than a brief phone call (or, more accurately, Little Cool will always want more). It's less painful this way. If I want to hear her voice, I can always call her voicemail, and I do have photos of her, which on some days are more painful to look at, than on others.

I keep coming back to this Forum, for support, and usually find it here. ;-)