really, really sad.

today my old chest of drawers were taken away to be crushed (the drawers are broken and won't open), and I'm sitting here, close to tears thinking....
well what a waste of wood that is- it really affects me

it's the natural thing to happen though- if a toy stops working, or if a cd/ dvd gets snapped, then you're going to get rid of it (and when something does
break and I have to get rid of it, I have those feelings)

but it's so much worse when it comes to furniture

it's like I'm now thinking that they are angry with the furnitures fault.. so that's why they are not sending it to furniture heaven

I know it sounds stupid, but this is how I feel.