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Originally Posted by Sans Nom
In the past 3 years or so, my life has been basically a long lonely and isolated journey. I live alone. I don't have anyone to talk to. I have no hobbies or interests. No relationships. No activities. Now that I have no job, I just stay at home doing nothing. My life basically can be summarized by sleeping 8-10 hours/day, watching videos and surfing the Internet for the rest of the day to kill time, barely eating and cleaning, barely going out once every 7-10 days or so. I don't know if it can get any worse. Maybe if I get a chronic unbearable pain or a terminal illness. I feel I am the only one who lives like this. A life of absolute emptiness and meaninglessness. I wish I just could vanish. Being alive is just a waste of time.
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their are plenty of people that live your life- plenty
some who have it worse even.
I myself struggle to fill days (can't work), and live with chronic pain issues
I do try and get out once a week to do my shopping, but that's it- if possible I try to get it online since it is quite hard for me to actually be out for long periods of time