My heart is absolutely breaking right now. some of you know that I lost my first grandchild March 11 1996. Thursday morning at 6:30 I lost my third to miscarriage. almost 12 yrs to the day. 5 days apart. My daughter is hurting so bad and not one to allow me to comfort her. I was so looking forward to another little one to love and even spoil. I thank God I was able to see the baby. I think it actually helped somewhat.

My nephew and his wife are due 11 days before this one was due. it is going to be rough for my daughter and myself.

sorry for the long post but I had to kind of get these feelings out somewhere.