Hi willdness,
Happy New Year to you as well.
I don't think what you did was all that bad tbh, and if prior to the party your ex was still a friend of yours then blocking you on all the social medias for getting a bit drunk, spilling a couple of drinks, and having a cry seems, to me, a bit OTT. But, hey, that's what he did so, at the end of the day, you just have to accept that now. It'll be okay willdness. Let him go. In hindsight it will be for the best really. I guarantee you, your story was probably repeated 100,000 times with other people that night.
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Originally Posted by willdness
...I don’t know how to fix it or move on with my life. I just need some advice or some sort of explanation as to why I did all this. Was the alcohol telling me he isn’t good for me or just my own stupid ***?
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I just think you still liked him as a person, maybe you were feeling a bit lonely and wanted some company, and that's why you decided to hang out with him. That's completely normal and human. And of course getting drunk can bring out all kinds of emotions sometimes, that's all. I think it was your own mind telling you he isn't good for you, and I agree, he's not.
Give it a couple more days and you'll bounce back from this, don't worry.