It was hard accepting in at first, especially at 13 when I had no idea what it was. But, its evident I'm bipolar. I was also given the sza dx but think its bs. I had a psychiatrist in hospital tell me it's like the new trend in psychiatry and that very few people are actually schizoaffective. Told me I had classic bp.
Whatever the case, I'm not normal. And it sucks but its okay.