Okay. T gave me possible T's website. He's young! Graduated in 2016. I looked him up on psychology today and he does list borderline personality disorder. His modalities are CBT, DBT, psychodynamic and psychoanalytic. He says his age range that he likes to work with is teens, 20's, and 30's. I'm 36. I wonder if he'll consider me too old? And I'm afraid that because he is young, maybe he'll consider me an experiment? Practice for him? I need someone stable, secure, good but not severe boundaries.

I'm so scared! I don't want to do this! I just want my T!!!!!

But I did fill out an email to the guy. I would post it here, but their site wouldn't let me scroll to see all I wrote. Now I have to wait all weekend for a response.