I really and truly feel for you. (((((((((pj56)))))))))))

I'm sorry people aren't more supportive... people tend to not really understand depression. They give pretty useless advice too (I was told that I need to have a hobby... I HAVE hobbies, I'm still depressed).

Can you break down the tasks that you NEED to do, into smaller pieces? Like eating at least once a day at (set a time) or cleaning some small section of your house? I'm glad your T is trying to help you, and sorry everyone is trying to tell you things that aren't true.

You are important. You deserve respect, and you are not selfish or lazy, or stupid.

Hugs for you, and you can PM me whenever, so you at least have some mail from me. (And I like mail too!)