I feel as though I do not have the proper responses to things as I should. I believe I am dealing with things the best I can. I don't fear my own death. I think death affects the living more then the dead. With that thought I am remorseful but not for the people who are dead. I cannot get terrible thoughts out of my head and they bother me. Maybe that's why I think I don't value my life much. Kinda makes me feel like a piece of ****. Most people I've come to realize don't think like me and cannot relate. Can anyone on here relate. At least to the very small portion of what I have posted. If so, share your experiences. I'm sure we can all benefit from an exchange of stories.