Thanks WC! It is. Tonight I did something I’ve never done with any of my relationships, including my husband. I was actually honest about being depressed and asked him to come over just to hold me and get me out of my head for awhile. I’ve never asked for help from a boyfriend or even my husband because I’m so ashamed of it. But he said he’d be right there and came over immediately. We just talked and cuddled in bed and now I feel better. And he really touched my heart; he said he’s been doing research about bipolar so he can learn how to best help me. No ones ever done that for me before. I’m so so lucky to have found him. I hope he stays around for a long time. I still don’t trust that I won’t drive him away with my moods but we HAVE only been together for seven weeks. That will come in time.