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My T stopped answering emails and if he does answer them they were abrupt for written by "Captain Obvious". Because of that I stopped thinking of him as someone in my corner for support or I could rely on. I also lost desire to share things from my week or even to talk with him. I stopped all emails and I also cut down the amount of time I see him as I lost desire to get any help from him.
Did therapy work? No....I feel more lost and hate life as much as I did prior. I hate humans as much as I have before and still think I was not suppose to be born human that I was created for something other than this filthy life.
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When a child’s emotional needs are not met and a child is repeatedly hurt and abused, this deeply and profoundly affects the child’s development. Wanting those unmet childhood needs in adulthood. Looking for safety, protection, being cherished and loved can often be normal unmet needs in childhood, and the survivor searches for these in other adults. This can be where survivors search for mother and father figures. Transference issues in counseling can occur and this is normal for childhood abuse survivors.
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