I know this story has been told here time and time again... but I literally want my therapist so badly it hurts. I’ve stuck around for 2 years thinking maybe it would get better, but my feelings only seem to be getting stronger. I’ve always had sexual feelings towards him, but now I think they are developing into more — which totally freaks me out. I don’t want to quit, he’s a good t who’s actually helped me, but I don’t want to keep feeling like this either. I feel so stuck.
He already knows a bit about the sexual stuff but nothing more.
I’m not sure how this is gonna help, but I just felt like taking about it with people here, getting it out of my head, and bouncing ideas back and forth could be beneficial.