Tired,saw the diabetic nurse,best course of action for my diabetes,weight loss and exercise and control of blood sugar by controlling what goes into my mouth and making sure foods with excess sugar do not pass my lips.It is daunting and a challenge.I am hopeful that I can do this.I feel lonely and alone with this battles.Tomorrow I start the arts for health course so that is new and I feel apprehensive.I am trying to relax tonight and get in the right frame of mind to meet new people tomorrow.Right now I am feeling worried and anxious about my health and that of my liver,kidneys and eyes.