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Originally Posted by bizi
blue waht about your delusions and hallucinations and paranoia, these are classic hypo/mania signs and symptoms of bipolar, or schzaphrenia (sp?)....which is treated with an AP.
I am confused by your postings.
bizi
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I also made in the past the mistake of thinking that if I wasn't having symptoms of psychosis (delusions and/or hallucinations) then I didn't need to be on antipsychotics. I paid a big price for this in terms of repeated forced hospitalizations and basically just blowing up what had been a life into bits and pieces that take a long, long time to reassemble.
Psychosis is not like diabetes. Some people go in and out of it. I had my armory of olanzapine to take if I started to have symptoms and have been in regular psychiatric care but I wasn't able to stay on top of the symptoms. They start to creep up in a way I start having paranoid thoughts and then am not able to make good decisions because of errors in my thinking.
So I relate to a lot of what you write blue in terms of regret.