I dont understand it.how human life my life can be so meaningless. 10 years of taking drugs no blood tests. no brain scans. i dont know if God wispered in my ear or what ? but i started to wonder why nobody was concerned if my brain was making any progress in functioning ? now my life is in the gutter and i dont know why ? it truly makes me think what ethics and morals means to these doctors. i'm so angry most days i would fight King Kong. the pain and fatigue are unbearable. which makes it hard to cope with anything