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Originally Posted by ~Christina
I’m just not coping well
One of the best human beings I know is going through pure hell ...
I’m so frustrated I can’t just drive to her and hug her and keep her safe.
My physical pain is just slamming me into a brick wall. Saw my rheumatologist today and he walked in and sat right next to me and asked me what’s hurting the most ? I said everything and even got a few tears going.. I seldom cry in front of anyone.
So what do I do ? Sure I know the typical advice as I can offer everyone here. I “ know” this stuff , I’m just bogged down on all levels. I think I will allow myself to stay in bed for a day or 2, maybe I just need to float, yeah I need to float.
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it's often heart-wrenching when we care so much for another/others and we want to help when they are going through hell.
You've been doing your best, a VERY good job, in being there for her as much as you can. I hope you can find some solace in this.
I am so sorry about both the mental and the physical pain. It can feel so very cruel to be experiencing a lot of both! I do not know how we are expected to endure it all sometimes.
Yes, sometimes we just need to "float." You've taught me this.
I am here for you... anytime.
WC