I haven't seen him in like a month and a half, maybe even two months.

I feel like Epimetheus, Prometheus brother. Prometheus is the god of foresight, who can see in the future. Epimetheus sees things as they already have passed, and then reflects and understand things. I make mistake after mistake and see things too late. I've done some incredibly dumb things over the past 7 years, and I haven't understood them until their in the rearview mirror.