I love my girls and both Uncle and Aunt were pretty good about taking me to do fun things on the weekends(usually things my parents hated) since they much younger than the parents and they liked mini golf; or at least pretended for my sake, and besides I still like doing things like mini golf, laser tag, and the zoo. Not to mention the girls see my as their confidant and that is how my Aunt was with me growing up, it's nice to see the cycle being repeated.

I am sure your nieces and nephews love seeing you too; I imagine those memories make them happy.

Life is busy but I'm loving every second of it; I'm ready for classes to resume; but I'm enjoying my little break from classes.

I think the Metoprolol 40 is doing something; I had M check my blood pressure and it's actually pretty close to normal I think it was like 124/80 so only the top number was slightly elevated which is making me happy; my pulse rate is still around 115; but that's low compared to some of the numbers I have seen; I'm not sure how my Cardiologist is going to feel about the 115; but you know I don't really notice anything with this medication; so I'm going to call it a win for now.

I'm sorry you are doing so badly and are hurting and that you are having medication difficulties. You are always in my thoughts.