hi tuscon,

I hate being cold.

What about an electric blanket?
Would that help?

please get yourself some lamps open up

the curtains/blinds to get some light into your room during the day.
Go out side and get some vit d from the sun,
take D3 if your level is low....very inexpensive for a tiny gel capsule.
I take 5,000 units a day to bring my level up to 60.
I am sorry about your sadness. I know you miss your mother.
You took good care of her, I remember you talking about her.
I can't imagine losing my mom, she has some dementia starting., very scary for her and dad.
please take care of yourself.
((((HUGS)))))
bizi