ok so being in america is great if you know where the resources are. most often financial freedom opens many doors, but you can access almost the same care with a budget.

first of all. you need to do the research yourself. look at the classes of drugs and the add on meds. know what they're used for. this helps you be an advocate for yourself. pdocs are human and they want to help and they follow the state's interest. the state basically is in bed with big pharma. no advances made in psychopharmacology because we havnt invested in building better research tools. people are buying the drugs so why innovate. luckily finding the right combo can buy you some time, re asses find something else and buy some more time. keep studying and doing self improvement.

it's a sick world but also there's a real purpose to life and some of the greatest people have mental illness. you can do it.