I'm so sorry, imaginethat Yes, it may very well be a side effect of depression. I'm sure many can relate to what you wrote. If you're worried it may be a side effect of your meds, the only way to know for sure is to talk to your Pdoc about this and see how it goes from there. Perhaps you just need to change meds. Or maybe it's rooted in something deeper. Do you see a therapist? Maybe that could help. Please don't give up. Hopefully you'll feel better at some point. It doesn't have to stay like this forever. Sending many hugs to you