8 years ago i was terminated from my first pastoral therapist out of the blue. I ran away and she used that to terminate me it was very traumatic for me i got so close to her i kinda had a motherly figer in my life. I came close last year at the mental health clinic because they saw i was not helping myself not going to day program and relapsing alcohol My treatment team where feeling like they where all doing the work i was not. I got sober 14 months ago and im putting effort into everything going to all the programs at day and being honest all the time. Now i feel im not at risk for my file being terminated now, it was very painful however looking back i was not putting a good effort in to what brought me into therapy. Sorry for the long post and going on about me. Hugs