I am constantly thinking and thinking and thinking. I am constantly on the edge.

Will I lose my job
Will I lose my relationship
Will I ever figure out my dreams
Will this work out

and in conjunction to that-
just thinking of all the horrible things that could happen and how every decision I make is just bathing in anxiety and whether I should, whether it is what I want, What do I want, am I upset, should I be upset........
ETC ETC ETC

It is destroying me!