T,

I don't know if I should tell you about after Monday's session. I know I've told you before that I've cried after session or that I've SH, but I lie and said it's in the car. I worry that you'll think I'm being manipulative if I told you about the restroom. I feel ashamed of doing that but maybe if I told you it would help me with being able to open up more about what's going on.