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I got tired of pretending I was improving...
That's the only thing I learnt these last 3 years from mental health care: to pretend to be OK even if I internally felt the same.
I think I have become a pressure cooker about to explode.
My therapist looked sad when I told him it, I feel guilty
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Crazy, inside and aside
Meds: bye bye meds
CPTSD and some sort of depression and weird perceptions
"Outwardly: dumbly, I shamble about, a thing that could never have been known as human, a
thing whose shape is so alien a travesty that humanity becomes more obscene for the vague resemblance."
I have no mouth and I must scream -Harlan Ellison-
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