You can do this, Crook32! Please don't give up. It sounds like you're doing your best and giving it your best shot. I'm sure you'll be able to find a new job sooner or later. Let's hope you'll pass that chemistry test! Remember that you're stronger than you think. I'm so sorry you're not receiving any support from your wife, do you have any friends or family members that can support you IRL? Either way, remember that you'll find support here. Feel free to PM me anytime. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you