Am trying to respond to posts. Have been reading.

The past 2 days have been very difficult. Feel like I am slipping into a paralyzing depression. My pdoc added Wellbutrin at a low dose, for starters. I am having difficulty tolerating it, along with my other meds.

I feel like pain, fatigue, depression have ruined my life. It's been over 30 years, with so much lost. I think I could have prevented some of the losses if I was not so impaired when they were occurring.

This all affects my H and stresses our marriage. He is a very compassionate person. Yet, how much is anyone supposed to endure?

He has a BPII diagnosis, too. Yet, he is very stable and functions extremely well. I am lucky to have him in my life; yet, feel very badly because my illnesses have such a huge negative impact upon his life, too.

I feel like my illnesses are progressing. I don't have a lot of hope right now.

I hope to respond to more posts later on today.

Love to All!

WC