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Originally Posted by Wild Coyote
Am trying to respond to posts. Have been reading.
The past 2 days have been very difficult. Feel like I am slipping into a paralyzing depression. My pdoc added Wellbutrin at a low dose, for starters. I am having difficulty tolerating it, along with my other meds.
I feel like pain, fatigue, depression have ruined my life. It's been over 30 years, with so much lost. I think I could have prevented some of the losses if I was not so impaired when they were occurring. 
This all affects my H and stresses our marriage. He is a very compassionate person. Yet, how much is anyone supposed to endure?
He has a BPII diagnosis, too. Yet, he is very stable and functions extremely well. I am lucky to have him in my life; yet, feel very badly because my illnesses have such a huge negative impact upon his life, too.
I feel like my illnesses are progressing. I don't have a lot of hope right now.
I hope to respond to more posts later on today.
Love to All!
WC |
You surviving every second is a courageous feat and you can be proud of that. Lots of people would cave in going through what you do everyday. And you’re such a wellspring of support to others here. It’s utterly amazing. I’m in awe.
I sometimes feel like I’m putting my husband through the ringer but he knew coming into this relationship that I was mentally ill, same with me knowing he has MS. And like with MS there are good times and bad times. Sometimes the bad times are long and they feel never ending. But there are good times, even for a few seconds.
Love to you too, WC.