managing. I will probably always be a bouncy ball.

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just wanted to check in and thanks for the support earlier in time.
stuff going on that I am back on contemplating of what to do with life. in many aspects of life; I've been thankful for past therapy with last t.. some of it has stuck with me. I remebered to take my oil, again stopped.. idk why i do this tl myself, found something that helps me and then I am like- "nah dont need it".
been back thinking I'll just stick out the ride at work, with others.. if i can continue with the chaos of the environment... however i need to some how mustard on preparing .... Ive been lost or even at times bleak at times, of what to do next; what to pursue ....
i try best to remind myself ive learned a lot and also have value.