I'm so sorry to hear about this I can definitely understand your pain. If you're feeling really bad, I'd suggest to take both meds, and talk to your Pdoc about this as soon as you can. I hope you'll be able to talk to your T soon as well. If you feel like you can't handle it, call an hotline or go to an hospital. Please don't give up. You deserve to live a good life, just like everyone else. Thins can and will get better. You won't feel like this forever. Hopefully it will pass soon. If it can help a bit... I'm here for you. I'll listen to what you have to say. I care about you. Feel free to PM me anytime. Wish you good luck! Let us know how it goes. Sending many hugs to you