First i want to thank everyone for their own insights on the situation. Some have been very helpful! I wanted to give an update on the situation and i also had a few more questions to see what everyone thought.

This woman that he slept with is claiming she is pregnant with his child and he is of course saying no. Now i have had children so i realize that is different for everyone. But when did you really start showing? The more pieces of the puzzle i get to the situation the more i feel like something doesn't add up.

I have been praying every day and every day i feel a little bit better. Baby steps. Im still indecisive about whether to stay or go. Im trying not to overthink anything and take a step back and analyze everything. I haven't been taking very good care of myself here recently so i am going to try to focus on that instead of my horrible thoughts in my head.

Thank you again for the responses!