I feel good like I have been for last 3+ months. However I'm drained. No matter what time I go to bed I'm just not sleeping. I'm shattered. But I'm itching to talk to guys again and have joined a dating site but in order to view messages i need to pay I'm itching to pay but a friend is saying no donr do it. I'm spawned on the sofa unable to do clean my flat. My Christmas decorations are still up it's that bad