Found something definitely interesting while looking for a job yesterday. It's not a paid thing, but I really want to do it. They promptly emailed me back, so that was exciting. Hoping to hear more back today (and maybe interview??).


Spent for.e.ver filling out an online app for something else (paid ), and it won't let me submit it due to a bug in their system. Very frustrating. This is why I hate hate hate online applications. So I'm going to have to go there in person today and see if I can make any headway.


So yesterday just felt much more encouraging job-hunt-wise. It's usually very, very bleak for me. (To have one maybe thing is a very big deal. I'm a good worker, but possess no in-demand skills.)


Insurance-wise is a mixed bag. Yes, my psych provider (who was surprisingly in network)*does* work somewhere else too which I was able to track down yesterday. My foot is still injured and I really should have it looked at. BUT. Soon I will be either forced onto the (****) work insurance (huge deductible), or have a new job with who-knows-what. So everything will be tossed in the air again. I'm really mad at myself for not having put off taking care of my arm for so long, because now it will just be who knows how long till I can. What an idiot.


So, another busy day ahead. Trying to get as much done as possible, since starting next week, I'll have virtually no time to do anything (too much work and long commute times).


Consciously working on keeping a good attitude, as it's been a struggle. (Looking for a job is no time to tank!)